Sensitives

This is in reply to the adopted, scared, young lady from Georgia - who had the demonic dream.

You are not alone. I was adopted as an infant, was born with a hole in my heart (which gave me 3 beats to my heart, and eventually healed on its own), and have spent my alolescence and young adult years in AL & GA. I am originally from another country, and have since met my biological siblings (who have some sort of spiritual gifts that most would find questionable - and apparently something of this nature runs in the family). Albiet, the family is well off in every aspect, and is as normal as the day is long.

I have been plagued for more than half of my life with reoccuring demonic dreams, up until 2005. One in particular would reoccur every two years when I was a teenager and in my younger 20s.

I do not practice any magic that I am aware of. I know I had some sort of power to sense what others were thinking, to sense upcoming tragic events, and to unintensionally conjur something that I would call ghosts or spirits. However, this became pretty intense and I chose to ignore this greater "sensitivity" and not deal with it. To be honest, I am afraid of it and what could happen, esp. after the dreams I use to have (that Stephen King himself couldn't imagine). No, I didn't care for the images that I have seen.

However, over half of my family (that I was raised with) has now died (two unexpectedly), and I know they are close. I would love to have some sort of contact with them, but I just don't know who to believe, and if anything anyone would have to say is believable. There are so many wack jobs out there, and some that teeter on just seriously needing some sort of overdue attention. But I do believe. I have no choice. I have had physical things move right in front of me; I have heard knocking on walls after I knocked on them; I have heard foot steps coming up on me so heavy and quickly that they spooked my horse & it made her almost uncontrollable; I have had images show up in many photos that I have been in, but were not in the same photo with someone else minutes before or after; I have had dreams that have absolutely nothing to do with my life or day, but everything to do with a very evil force, coldness, loneliness, death, and a blend of Usher drawings mixed with run-down, over-grown gothic looking castles; and I have had dreams that my deceased father came to talk with me and tell me that everything was going to be okay. That is just a touch of what I have experienced. I don't really care to know when to look over my shoulder and look dead on at the person I know (feel) is thinking about me & already looking at me. That use to happen more times a day than I can remember. I don't care to be that intuitive - it's too intense and envites the good and bad.

Frankly, I wish there was someone/thing out there, like a clinic, that could honestly help with filtering this sort of thing. So, for myself, I have made a conscious effort to put that sensitivity in the back of my mind somewhere. I have found that it sure does make life easier. Ignorance is blessed! Believe me, I pride myself with all the diplomas and academic achievements that I have, including a juris doctorate. I am also blessed with exceptional left brain and right brain talent (from making "A's" in quantum physics and logical thinking, to teaching art and being able to technically draw anything). However, sometimes it's best not to open pandora's box, esp. if you don't know what's waiting on the other side, or better yet, how to control what you invite.

Yours truly,
Esq.

I understand the feeling. Being a sensitive, you are more prone to spirits taking your energy than others due to the fact you have a higher energy level. My advice is to meditate, learn to control your energy, and use it when you NEED it. Being a sensitive is hard and sometimes very wary, but you must value it and respect that you have been given this gift. But just focus on finding a focal point for your energy and gift. I hope you can get it and good luck!!

There has always been something. Whether i see something, hear, or feel. People on both sides of my family have had ghosts haunt them, or have seen and interacted with departed loved ones. But it's been getting worse lately. I feel like there is a group of people watching when I sleep. I feel so uneasy it takes hours to fall asleep. They aren't there every night, thank goodness. Some nights I sleep with a flash light beside me. I feel that if I would turn it on, i would see someone leaning over me. I have two cats who I believe sense the same things I do downstairs where I sleep. I recently moved out and then back into my parents house, and it has definately gotten worse since I came back. I also have been having these dreams, that sometimes I wake up and can't remember and it haunts me all day. I feel like I was suppost to tell someone something, but it just won't come. I mentioned it to my sister, and her first reaction was to say "like someone's going to die" and it felt like, hearing someone else say it, made me feel less heavy, and I came back out of my head a little.

At 3:45 am I woke up to the sound of the computer powering up, later, powering down. Thinking just power surges... but it kept doing that... up, down... fell asleep. Woke up again at 4:20 am to the same sounds; 4:28 our son came in the room. I had him lay down next to me ( can't talk cause we don't want to wake dad - he'll be up in an hour anyway). Still, senceing our son was scared, I "cocooned" (my way of protetive shield) us. Son did leave the bed later; and this morning, he said he came in the room cause he heared the "noises" and saw a skeleton face.

Hi there..I was looking at the posts here..I find this very interesting and wanting to learn more. I have been told that i hold special powers but as i see its more called gifts. I have had many things happen and really no one to talk to about them with out them thinking your crazy..I hope someone would be able to help. it seems like the gifts have gone away or maybe i don't know really how to work them. I would like to learn more and be able to use them. I get alot of information from my senses..

A great book for developing your psychic gifts is known as "Psychic Development for Beginners."

~Indi

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As Above; So Below.

That could be true..But my great Grammy always told me to watch out for them who would take your money and be careful who you give your money to...lol she really was a smart women and that saying has saved me more than once...she was my Teacher as was my grandmother and my mother 3 gen of wisdom is never wrong. My Empathy helps me to know what people really want But i don't dismiss what you say Aishaa its just its the human condition that scares me...You just dont give one trust... they need to earn it

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Edited by tanndor at 01/29/2008 6:25 PM